Fears

I used to think i wasnt really scared of much. Tho
i think i have this fear of some people not liking me,
not really not liking, but disliking me. May be
its not liking. Anyway, solutions to the problem are one:
- avoid these people , but they are usually people
i would want to hang out with.
- try not to cause them to have them dislike me, but
often i dont know what it is.

I think i start to feel physically sick. I also dont
think i function properly, and it affects my ability
to concentrate.

Someone was saying was saying my blog is kind of whiney.
And i was thinking grayte, even tho there are other
good blogs out there whiney in nature. And the comment
was just an observation, but then i asked everyone
else, and they all concurred. Its good to get feedback,
and interact with people in both a positive and negative
way, so im going to try and resolve this problem this week.
I mean u can just disregard what other ppl say, but thats
not good either...

Friday night

Any one free on Friday night, thinking having the
footy tipping sponsered dinner/drinks. Wat
i was thinking was i just put the money won towards
the bill, i think the other 2 ppl agreed they
would put in, but if not im happy to put in
anyway as long as ppl are free. Should have
a few hundred dollars off, so not too bad.

You dont have to have participated to come along,
as long as ur name doesnt end in ad ur invited.

Only kidding. Register interest if ur free?

Offseason

Wondered what sporting players get up to in the
off season ? Well obviously they get pretty
bored, crows player bock went and watched the local
netball team play. I dont think any boyfriends
or girlfriends even go and watch, tho at least
the team dominated, and apparently Biggsy was a
dominating force ! But cmon div 4 netball, i bet
he cant wait for pre-season to start :)

Quote of the day

Things u wouldn think you would hear, biggsy on
not going to Adelaide united.

"Im taking a break from sports at the moment"

ok

So may be i might write a post that people might
think what the hell was that. Did rk mean that ,
is he serious ? And the answer is probably no,
because sometimes i might write a post from a
certain point of view, a certain angle. For
example it could be similar to a character in
a movie's perspective. It might draw on random
things i have thought of, but not that I
necessarily believe. So therefore if you read
something in the near future, just imagine you
read a story and think nothing of it. Some
stories you will like, others might be boring,
and some might be interesting but could be
offensive. Anyway its probably not me...

Ha i showed those comments !

Yes i have got rid of all those stupid comments.
Well actually i had no idea how to do it even tho
it was so obvious, dayle pointed it out(thanks). You
just click on the icon that looks like a bin,
and select delete forever. The question is
even a three year old with some computer knowledge
could have worked that out, but perhaps a monkey
may not have. Since i half deleted the comments,
that would put be somewhere inbetween on the specturm.

According to an article in the paper, gorillaz
are using sticks as tools, and there is one
picture where the gorillaz is using the stick
as a walking support and to test the depth
of the water. This puts them approximately
2 million years behind human development,damn
monkeys are gaining on us !

My mum actually cut the article out
for me, how good is my mum, she not only brings a
bag of clothes, all washed and ironed, bananas/
food but interesting monkey articles.

The other day i came to the conclusion, "I am
either the smartest monkey or the dumbest
human". I might get cb to make a shirt for
me with that on it, and wear it to the poker
in vegas :)

Trees and other music ?!

"This is a song i wrote called trees, about a
man trying to convince a woman to fall in love
with him"

Haha, this is the opening dialogue of that trees
song. Obviously this track wouldnt work on anyone
at talandoon, coz they describe it as the the
shittest song. I heard the song when i was over
there, but after a few weeks i had this craving
to listen to it again. I couldnt find it anywhere
on soulseek, so i went to the official website,
and went to pay a $1 for it. Except that failed,
and i found the entire album on a torrent. And
it has 3 amazing versions of trees on there.

"sing it if u know it" - opening dialogue to the
acoustic version.

Anyway why is he singing about trees in a romantic
song, it doesnt make sense, or do i just not
understand the sensuous nature of a tree, perhaps
i am missing something.

Other music
I havent been listening to the radio much, but i think
i need to if i want to hear some new music. Two
songs i have enjoyed a lot more than trees are:

Foxtrot Unicorn Charlie Kilo by bloodhound gang
Radio / Video by System of a Down, this song could
be the best song of the year. D
(also downloaded the ladytron and gorillaz tracks)

Please suggest other songs worth listening to,
else i will be forced to listen to the rest of
the album by marty casey or casey marty , whatever his
name is.

Blogger spam ?!

Where is all this blogger spam coming from , I mean
it seems relentless. Everytime you make a post, 10
seconds after, there are 2 comments, with blogger
spam. I like your blog, come and read mine. Blah
blah blah. Also when you delete it, it still says
the comments are there, just the content is removed,
how do you stop that ?

Cmon give interesting spam, if you are going to spam me,
custom fking spam the spam. Its ruining the fabric
of the blog , one may argue its ruined anyway. At
least on tgs blog, her spam is more relevant. She
got an adult dating spam one. And her post before was
about getting chat up by the most boring person on
earth, and then she has a conversation about the
song trees, which is more than about trees.

Rain X2

I still play the sound of rain whilst i sleep, it's so
relaxing. Long soothing rain, is my favourite track,
I used to play the tropical thunderstorms one, but
the rain drops are too big, and the thunder can
get pretty loud. However its disconcerning when
you switch off the track and you can still hear the
sound of rain. For all intensive purposes, you believe
by switching the track off the sound will stop,
but oh no nature has other ideas. And all my plans
for today have been washed away...

The house

Posted this long post, about the house we're renting,
and ghey sleeping arrangements, etc. etc. and me
having to film , but blogger crashed,
so i guess it doesnt really matter. I suggested that
we should randomly draw sleeping arrangements for
everyone and if u dont like it u can sleep on the couch.
But i think the moral of the story is it will be all fine
anyway, whatever happens. Ill just need to bring sleeping
bag. Anyway it was a good idea to organise a tuscan style
house, i might have to wear my tuscan suit to match. Or
may be there will just be nude frollicking after all its
maslins.

Usually i live by myself and then there will be a house
of 16, where is the middle ground, the isolation might
be getting to me ...

Relief funds ?!

In this day and age , there are always poeple in
trouble who need help. Whether it is a hurricane
relief fund, famine fund, tsunami fund etc. etc.,
it can be hard to keep up.

But perhaps there needs to be creation of a dual
relief fund. For example lets say there was a
really annoying person, u know X. Now the reason X is
annoying is because he has issues, and prolly
needs a holiday. Also everyone else needs relief
from X, so therefore the need for a dual relief
fund. So what happens is everyone puts money
say there change. You put the accumulated change
into a tin. After the tin reaches some amount,
you put a list of annoying ppl whom you may
need relief from into a hat. Each person who
has contributed to the hat, puts one name in
the hat, You the draw a name out of the hat.

1/2 the money in the tin goes
towards to the person who has been drawn out
of the hat to go on a holiday and the other 1/2
goes to throwing a party when the person leaves.
Everyone wins !

I have $100 in my tin, who else is in ??

Where is ur mojo ?

Is it my imagination or people are losing there mojo.

Mojo - defn -
1. A magic charm or spell.
2. An amulet, often a small flannel bag containing one
or more magic items, worn by adherents of hoodoo or
voodoo.
3. Personal magnetism; charm.

I dont think im really referring to any of those definitions,
but perhaps number 3 in perhaps a certain field.

Three mojo vicitims i can think of
frage - poker
barts - soccer
dayle - general




Perhaps summer will bring it back ? On the positive note
for these people at least they had the mojo in the
first place to lose it. I lost my poker mojo in june,
but i re-disovered it in july, i think its actually
impossible to lose it , it just becomes repressed.